Pull out my hair for fun and run my nails right down my face
Wake up disoriented almost every single day
Wishing each dream I had was real finding out they're not and that I'm trapped in here
With myself in my room alone
You may think life is fun
But sometimes I don't see it that way
I started medication weaned myself off
That happiness was artificial and fake
Don't you agree? If my happiness has to be forced then it wasn't meant to be
I don't wanna force it I'm fine
Listen when I say I wanna die with at least a quick release of every bad thing that has ever happened to me
Take my hand to the end
I wanna see it all fall
I wanna watch my mind break
With it
My mind is melting
From things around it
Like caskets buried
With dirt around them
I tried to climb out
But I fell back in
I’ll put up white flags to tell them I give in
supported by 18 fans who also own “Carry A White Flag”
The verse "Can't even buy a coffee without exploiting someone" got me. It really hits hard. For the entire length of the album it felt like the end of the world.
But to be perfectly honest, it's just how life is these days. And it's fucked up. szczur
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